Am I lying?

I’m in a job that I hate. I don’t want to do it. I kind of loathe my responsibilities. I stay because I don’t think I could be successful somewhere else. I feel a lot of negative emotion around it and I see how I buffer it away.

I just listened to today’s podcast episode and it has me thinking of if I need to tell myself the truth about this. I know hating it comes from my thoughts. So does loving it. How do I reconcile all of this and take back my power and create the life I want? It seems like everyone I talk to dismisses me for saying I don’t like it. Like it’s wrong of me and I should stay. Please help.