ambivalence with a partner

My other issue I’d love coaching on
is want to be in love and find a life partner whom I respect and admire. … I am currently with a man whom I have grown to love but I have ambivalence towards him. He is not what I have in mind for my life partner but I keep not ending our relationship. There are many wonderful things about him but so much I just don’t respect about him.

I think maybe I should just stay for a limited time so there’s a line in the sand stop point

T can I fall in love if I’m staying with some wrong for me
F conflicted
A stay but not let myself love
R stay not in love