Believing that i love him

Hi brooke,
Thanks for the last answer. The thing is my head always thinks what my boyfriend could have done better. Even if i meet other guys i think: this one is more charming, more ambitious. And whats strange is that i love my boyfriend more or find him more attractiv when he’s more calm and secure and leads the way. When he’s all nervous and insecure then i feel ashamed and not attracted. And i want to change that. I really do!! Its like if he is too nice or to “weak” i feel ashamed but if he’s doing his thing and whats to be with me i want him mor. One minute i can’t live without him and the next my head place like a movie where i leave him or something like that! Help! Thanks brooke! Love loooove your program