Doing it to not let Brooke down

I am doing great with the flour and sugar out of my diet, but when I see something in my fridge with flour I still think, ‘oh well, I’ll just wait to eat that after this month is over.’ I just keep thinking that I can do this with Brooke’s help – almost like wanting to please her and wanting to come to these calls showing success. After this month, I’ll just be left with myself, and I haven’t convinced myself that I can listen to myself like I can listen to Brooke. I don’t believe it and I know that I need to change my thoughts to respect myself as much as I respect Brooke. I need to want to impress myself and not just Brooke. Is this it?