How to decide when you don’t know

I am having a hard time determining my next career.

I took an early leave from public school as it was not healthy for me anymore. I have visions of being someone successful in my own business, making good money, feeling great, and creating an impact on the world.

The problem is, I am stuck.

I do not know what I am passionate about. I have taken many courses over the past few years (create online business, learn how to create funnels, crafting business, real estate, make an online course, holistic nutrition,…) and none of them has stuck with me. I have spent DAYS creating a product to sell; MONTHS getting a holistic nutritionist certificate; WEEKS building a website for my idea of building a business around getting kids into nature. I get all excited that “this” next thing will be “it”, and then I find myself either losing interest or finding my next shiny object- or simply start questioning myself.

I know I will most likely need to hire my own coach, one who can help me over time, and I know there are some fears of success and failure kneaded into this, but I want to become unstuck. I want to know what I want to do. With confidence. I want to know what I am doing will create the life I want and the goals I have set.

I also feel like I am running out of time to figure this all out… don’t laugh.. but at 56. I have a 10 year plan to have saved up enough money to buy property to create an outdoor community learning space. I am on a timeline and I want to have a few decades to enjoy that once it is done.

I sincerely do not know what I want to do and because of this, I do not know how to become unstuck. I hope this makes sense.

Thank you.