Yesterday we went to my in-laws & as usual, my husband was walking ahead of us, much faster than we can & not looking back to see where we were. To make it factual, there were about 3 shops between him & us (my 2 kids & I). He’s always done that & I don’t understand why.

I feel abandoned because I’m thinking “He doesn’t care for us”, “He doesn’t want to be with us”, “What’s wrong with us?” and “What’s wrong with me?” I know those thoughts & questions don’t serve me & I processed my anger coming from the T “He shouldn’t do this!” “Husbands who care about their families don’t do this.”  And yet I’m stuck with the same T & I’ve no idea how I could interpret his behavior.