I just don’t want to… CP

We went to the lake as a family. I told myself that If they got out the skis I would ski as my dare of the day. This is scary for me (I can ski, it’s fun, but I get very nervous every time I get up). They didn’t get out the skis (they thought the water was too choppy and the boat was really full of people) so I thought I could get on the tube for my dare instead. But I didn’t. I didn’t because I just didn’t want too. I didn’t want to get my hair wet or jump into the gross lake for something that I really wouldn’t enjoy all that much. I didn’t want to be sore the next day from holding on for my life for something that isn’t all that fun to me. I’ve done the tube, it’s ok, just not super fun. I assume that since I just don’t care to do it that I shouldn’t consider it not honoring my dare, or not showing self confidence if it’s something that I just don’t care to do… not something that I’m scared to do.