Model – child/worry

Hi! Would love some help with my R.
C: future conversation with partner about having a child
T: I am worried about how he will react
F: fearful
A: don’t initiate the conversation, focus on his possible reaction, be hesitant, stay in my head, think about worst case scenario, don’t honour my truth
R: …
I create more worry for myself?
I reject my self?

Would love some feedback on the other parts of the model too.
Thank you coaches!