Month not working well for me

I have not come up with dares that seem useful. I have resisted trying dares. My thoughts about this month is that it’s silly and a waste of time. My thoughts are that it feels like truth or dare game kids play to impress each other. I’ve planned a few but either haven’t done them or have and it’s been mildly insightful. It’s a strech to pay for the course and I see I’m using this to support thoughts that it’s time to quit course. I’ve been in since January and have done work daily.