Resistance (CO)

I am feeling very, very resistant to this months work. I dont want to do it, am feeling judgement about it and have thoughts that i am unwilling to thinking of dares.

I conciously chose not to do the may work due to 2 large projects for work converging. I would love to do the may work now but recognize that my resistance is pointing to to thoughts i need to manage. Still, the may work would be so helpful for my relationships. One of the relationships i work on would be with myself.

I could use some advice, encouragement, support and inspiration.

Thanks in advance.