That dang primitive brain

So this is my fourth month in scholars and I’m feeling like my silly primitive brain is taking my power away. I feel like I’ve made some pretty significant strides forward with managing my mind and now this month it feels as though it’s all gone to shit. I have started the money course and haven’t gotten very far as my negative mind is telling me I’ll always be in debt. Also it’s like my brain is telling me that I don’t deserve to move forward with my life and it’s pulling me back down to the “dark side” when I started Scholars. It feels like all of a sudden I don’t want to do the work necessary to manage my mind. What’s going on here??? I absolutely don’t like where my silly brain is taking me right now.