whenever I want to write a question here

Whenever I want to write a question here I don’t think it matters.

I think that by formulating the question in-depth, I will be able to arrive at the answer (at least my version of an answer).

I type in a few lines, then delete everything.

Sometimes I continue with pen & paper, other times I let the thoughts go because they are too exhausting for me to think, as the first one spurs the next, that spurs the next, etc.

I have ADHD and there are many thoughts.