Winning the lottery: is thinking about manifesting a lottery a Fantasy or an escape mechanism??

I was wondering if wanting to manifest money with a lottery (as an extra help) is another escape mechanism, even if I am doing the necessary things to manifest money, by working, creating, serving people, trying to create opportunities, etc.

I do not know what to think about that. I am confused.

I would love to visualize and feel the feeling, but sometimes, I feel like I don’t deserve it, or I want it because I think I am not able to make money otherwise. So do I have to forget about that or change my thought about it? 🙂

Thank you for your help.