All of this for nothing?


I did a thought download about everything coming up for me right now as I’m starting this launch of my program. I’m doing a free challenge that will lead into the program. One of the thoughts that came up for me was: “What if I’m doing all of this for nothing?” Now, intellectually and when I examine it, I know that it’s not for nothing. Even if I don’t get a single woman joining the program, it’s never for nothing. I gain valuable data for what to do the next time around.

Nonetheless, it’s also a thought my brain is offering me. SO… I’m doing a model on it to flush it out.
C – Free challenge that goes into the launch of program
T – “What if I’m doing all of this for nothing?”
F – Drained
A – Give it my all, but feel tired doing so.. always trying to pump myself up.
R – Gauge results at the end of the launch, but any results I get, looking at them through a pessimistic filter “see, I only got this many people” etc.

or alternatively, another way this could go is:
C – Free challenge that goes into launch of program
T – “What if I’m doing all of this for nothing?”
F – Drained
A – Lose steam midway through launch and just kind of fizzle out
R – Don’t know what the full results would be because I didn’t go all in.

So.. I’d like to get to a place where this thought doesn’t lead the show. In reality, I’m not allowing it to run the show this time, but it’s a thought that is coming up. I would love your additional eyes on it to see if there’s anything I’m missing/not seeing that can help me to unravel this thought that comes up in my brain.
Thank you!