Answering your coaching


Here is my answer to your coaching :

For now I feel so much ANGER, DISAPPOINTMENT, FEAR, FRUSTRATION and SCARCITY.
I don’t even want to help myself out of it.
I have walked that path before: I changed my thought, I got back into beliefs and guess what … I failed at my company goal. I did that during the last 6 years! That is not NOTHING!
Today, I don’t want to chose different T about my C because I do know that I will end at the exact same place again and again and again: failure and disappointment.
And each time it is worse. Each time it hurts more and more.
So what the point of doing the work?

Oh, and don’t tell me that reaching the goal is not THE goal. That it is just a bonus. That growth is the real GOAL.
I have believed that too, and not for a week or two. For an entire year! It didn’t work.
Never reached my goal.