Believing I can create the result

I have a goal of signing 12 more people into my membership by the end of March. I put that in the Result line.
Then I went to the thought line and put I am fully capable and going to sign 12 people into my membership. Tears came up and it even felt scary to write the thought because I worry that I won’t actually be able to and if I get hopeful and fail, I will feel like such a failure.

So I guess my question is, how to I become okay with failing so it doesn’t hold me back from trying? Also, is it okay to start off with the R line or would it be better to start with the C and work in order?