Creating Emotion

I listened to Brooke’s webinar on “700k with one emotion.”

She said the emotion of committed got her the result.

I am in the process of building my coaching business and I am experiencing a lot of doubts, confusion, worry, disappointment and defeated.
I have also done thought downloads on what thoughts are creating those emotions.
For example:
I don’t know how to sign clients.
I don’t know if this is going to work out.
I haven’t been able to make money from my coaching business yet.
This seems hard.
There seems to be so many things that I need to figure out before I start making money.
It is taking so much time just to sign my first paying client.
I am scared of making offers.
I have to do so much work or get over myself just to sign my first client.

I want to feel committed and determined towards creating my first client. But I don’t feel that way?
I think the thought could be: I am gonna get this done no matter what.

But the thought seems bleh and it seems kind of fake or unbelievable.

I just feel apathy instead of committed and determined.

How do I create the emotion of committed?