Extreme Money Avoidance

I’m great at making money. I suck at collecting it. I put off invoicing, I forget to invoice, I lose checks – then I’m embarrassed about it.

I had an assistant who took care for this for me for 2 years and it was great. She moved on, I didn’t replace here and now with Covid, I dropped my office. I even have a bookkeeper who could do some of this and I avoid her emails. WTF is the problem?

My feelings: embarrassment. It always feels like “asking” for money, especially when in the past I had to hound some clients for months to pay their invoices. I grew up at the poverty line and would now be. considered upper middle class.