I am putting on a workshop and I am charging. Part of me thinks “no problem you got this” and another, very quite sneaky, part of me is saying this will never work you are going to make a fool of yourself. You don’t have enough time, holidays, caregiving and family responsibilities.
Here is my model
T: You will fail
A: Look at my totally reasonable circumstances for not finishing
R: Use my family as a reason to hide.
T: Failure is a possibility but do it anyway
A: finish writing the workshop in enough time for feedback. Send it for review. Work on a venue, find freebies, compile resources
R: be as prepared as possible so if it does not turn out like I wanted the tweeks needed will not be because of my lack of finishing.