Getting a job to earn more…

Unconscious model:
C – want to buy that beachfront property
T – I can’t make the money needed unless I get a job elsewhere
F – Acceptance
A – Get a full-time job, possibly burn myself out working my business and job (like in the past), ignore my common sense, push myself
R – Get a full-time job, run business to buy beachfront property

Can you please help me to get more conscious on this. I’ve repeated this pattern a couple of times with different businesses. I end up selling the business (and regret it) and quitting the job, taking time out from work to rest and recover from burn out. Got kids at home too which adds to the workload. Thank you xxx