Having $30k cash

Hi coaches! My goal is to have $30k cash by October 31. I’m running some models and here’s what I’ve come up with:

C – Goal is to have $30k cash by October 31
T – Making money easily is greedy
F – Shame
A – Delay following up leads. Not create offers. Allow recurring expenses to grow. Not send invoices for agreed projects. Delay completing the existing paid projects I have on.
R – I make it very difficult to have money.

Where do I go from here with creating an intentional model? Start in the result line and work backwards, or something else? Thanks!