Hurting in Business Model

Is this model correct?

C: No Clients & less than 20 people engaging on my posts
T: No one wants me
F: Hurt
I don’t:
Put myself out there
Practice marketing
Learn from my marketing classes that I joined
Plan my launch
Prepare for all the days when I won’t want to show up
Make decisions ahead of time
I do:
Disappear from IG/FB for days on end
Eat emotionally
Play nonogram on my phone
Sit around and do nothing
R: I don’t give them a chance to want me.