I don’t want clients

I recently observed this thought that is keeping me from moving forward. It is also a huge source of self jugment generating disapointment towards myself. I am scared and i feel stuck because I should want to sell, but what if my clients are dissatisfied? Or worse what if I cant get them the results? Would I be a horrible coach if that happens? What if all those things destroy my reputation and nobody ever hires me as a coach? I am on a spiral of catastrophization (is this a word?) and would appreciate your help on this topic. Thank you so much.