I want to move forward.

I’ve taken a break from the Business portion of LCS to work through the process of grieving over an ongoing circumstance. I’ve opened my computer to focus on my freebie about five times this week but feel so lost. My thoughts being “I just can’t think clearly”. I see whats happening and then it feels even more frustrating!! Is this one of those things that I just do anyway? Where do I need to be in order to move forward? What do I need to believe in order to be (feel) ready to carry on?