I Worry I’m Building A Business I Don’t Like

I am currently building my coaching business. I am worried I am building a business I don’t like. I do not want to be coaching one-on-one on zoom 20 hours per week. I want to meet people in person, speak on stages, write a memoir, make IG stories. I feel resentment growing. I understand I control resentment by my thoughts. My block/question is, are these the “dues” I must pay? The work I must do now to have what I want later?