In the river of misery with self belief

I’m going through coach certification now and I’m really seeing that my self belief as a paid life coach is a lot lower than I thought. I feel like I keep working on these beliefs every day, some days I believe it and some days I don’t. The days I do believe it, it’s because I find external evidence to support my belief, like someone comments on my FB post or I go to a networking event and am great at explaining what I do as a life coach (even though it doesn’t lead to anywhere with that person).

But today, I really did not believe I’m a life coach and it just ended up doing self coaching for a majority of my day. Trying to clean out my mind. Am I spending too much time reflecting? Maybe I don’t have the right beliefs so that’s why I don’t feel the belief every day?