..Investments and my thoughts

I invested a lot of money in CCP and other mastermind this year. I made these choices and I am ok with them. One of the thoughts is “It’s a lot of money” ” I better make that money back”. This is causing me anxiety and performance pressure. Hustly energy. I also think if I think this about others – that it is a lot of money – somewhere I think my people think I charge a lot of money at $10K too. But I feel my package is SO worth it. I want to clean this up please and want some coaching around this. Thanks