Jealousy in Business

I was just listening to Brooke’s podcast the other day and I realized that I am rushing to get to where I wanna be in my business.

I think it’s true that I have thought that place is so much better than where I am right now.

After doing some digging, this stems from me having jealousy towards my mentor. I am working with my mentor right now while I am building my own business and I realized that I am rushing because I don’t want to work for her or anybody else. I want to be my own boss. I might even have resentment towards her.

I judge her a lot too. Like when she’s talking about her clients in a negative way, I would think to myself: she’s such a bad coach. etc.

I am not sure what’s happening here. Help!