Lonely with the business process

I feel like I often feel lonely or embarrassed with putting myself out there. My 2 bosses from my Occupational Therapy job started to follow me on Instagram and ALL these insecurities surfaced.
What if they are mad? What if I am doing something that flirts with being a therapist? What if they think I am crazy?

I am going to keep going and follow my dream but it is a slow process and it is so uncomfortable.

I am trying to do a lot of self care and not buffer as well. Hmm