Million Dollar Model

I genuinely believe I can make a million dollars this year. But my R does not match my T. So, does this show me that I actually do not believe this to be true? I can’t find where or how to fix my model. I believe anyone can make a million a year. And while it’s true I haven’t (yet), my R tells me I’m a liar.

I think my F line would have feelings of calm, abundance, accomplished, excited, and joy.

Am I guessing my feelings wrong since I haven’t created a million yet?

How can I fix my model to actually have the R I want?