My First Time (hiring ad agency) – Follow up

Scared of hiring as agency:
I did hire (yay me) we start today.
I am scared me trying to do this business is stupid. I am scared it’s a waste of money – both things I can handle and I go through with it anyway.

However, I am a successful screenwriter, took me a decade to achieve, I have a lot of work that I love and pays well and I am afraid that doing this online business is sort of buffering or me trying NOT to FOCUS on my writing career. Setting an excuse for if I fail (the excuse: I didn’t focus).
But I love the online business, I enjoy learning and doing new things.