My Unintentional Model – What happens after?

Hi there,

I created a model today during a Scholars call as shown below. My question is, now that I have confirmed I am the problem, how do I get out of this cycle of sabotage? Is it with an Intentional Model? Could you please advise me on one?

C: Revenue goal of $50K by end of 2022
T: I’ll never be able to do that.
F: Distrust.
A: Indulge in confusion and comfort, avoidance, not making offers, make lists of things to do & not follow through on them, talk myself out of following through on the list believing it’s a waste of time.
R: I ensure that I am not able to make $50k by year end.

Thank you!