Problems with the group calls that I host. Part 2

Thank you so much for your great answer.

Here’s my new narrowed down model using your suggestions

C: Member of group call sent a private message saying she found it hard when member X attends the calls because she talks to much
T: I am not doing a good job at hosting the calls as course leader
F: Fear +++
A: I didn’t listen closely to what members were saying; Internal actions: told myself I am a failure, told myself I am not good at hosting group calls, worried about my business if I can’t run group calls, mental chatter back and I reply to member now or later?
R: I didn’t show up as the course leader that I want to be.

Any feedback would be awesome. Thanks