Questioning my retreat

I am considering hosting a virtual retreat. I was having an issue with the money aspect and the timing of the retreat. I decided to attach a fundraising effort to the retreat – this felt good and immediately eased my mind as I have mixed feelings about ‘charging’ for my services right now. Do I need to work on my thoughts if I truly believe adding the fundraising feels good and right – right now? Or am I just changing the A line to feel better?

C: retreat
T: charging right now doesn’t feel right
F: nervous
A: mull it over a lot
R: confused

C: retreat
T: I’m going to add a fundraising piece to it
F: motivated
A: create retreat
R: promote retreat with fundraising piece