Sales Goals per Month

I’m so disappointed in myself for not hitting a business goal in network marketing. I know today is a new day, but In this business- if you miss a month of a certain goal you “start over” at zero. And here I am on June 1st- zero. I know accolades aren’t everything, but it just sucks (for lack of a better term) when you’re so close but yet so far away. It can feel like it’s a constant back and forth…. back and forth. I’m very frustrated and discouraged. Can you help me with new thoughts about this?