Shame about past financial life & resources

Hello. I’ve heard that it’s really important to clean up the lingering shame and embarrassment and even pain about past financial life in order to move forward. I just started my feminist coaching business and finished coaching certification this past week. I joined SCS specifically for the double your income in three months course. There’s something about taking responsibility for past money mistakes that hits in my gut and reminds me of shame. Now I feel like I’m on a teeter totter about delving into the past to take responsibility and moving forward with a knowing that I can support my family with my coaching business. My question is about the role of shame and past money mistakes. Do I need to eliminate them to move forward and make money in my business? Also, could you direct me to any sources in the vault that would be helpful. I am still getting into all the material. Thank you!