Spending money

I am going to spend money to get help with my business. It scares me but I truly believe I was meant for more. More money. More contributions to the world and more respect.

I want it all is that too much to ask?

I have been struggling with the thought I am not sure if I have gotten sucked into a dream and that I am unrealistic in my thinking that I could be a Rachel hart or master coach.

Some thoughts leave me doubtful. Or stagnant.

I want to believe so bad all the time and just crush this. Any wisdom.