Too much time?


I have decided that I want to become a coach, I currently run my own business and the flow of work coming in is very inconsistent.

Over the last few weeks I have been very busy with projects and have not had much down time, during this time I started doing Monday Hour One, which I am really loving. I found the scheduling quite easy as my current project filled most of my days and then I would schedule personal time around this.

Today I finish my big project that I’ve been working on for the last few weeks, but now I have free time staring me in the face.
I was trying to schedule the week and I just don’t know what I should be doing first to make this business a reality, I almost have too much time! I am struggling to work out what steps I need to take and in what order, I feel overwhelmed. Previously, I just filled my time with looking busy and procrastinating. I work on my own so I don’t even know why I was trying to look busy!

I also have shame and guilt around having this time that I’m not making the most of. I think people would kill to have this much free time and I’m not using it wisely. I also have guilt because I think I ‘should and need’ to be earning money.

I’m not currently doing coach training due to funds, but would love to. If I was doing coach training I would spend a good proportion of my time studying.