Buying a house

I want to buy a house and have the money saved for a deposit. What’s holding me back is indecision about whether to buy a cheaper house, or a more expensive house. I do think a cheaper house is sensible and involves less risk. But I haven’t been able to find a house I really like within my budget. If I’m coming from abundance, I’d opt for a bigger house and the confidence I could finance it. I know that I could opt for a cheaper house and then use thought work to love that house. But a bigger house would ask me to believe more in my dreams and my capacity. I’d love your thoughts on this