When I started my business last year I really believed that life would be better when I was successful, when I had more money, because I believed money would solve all my problems.
Then I realized I was thinking that THERE was better than here, so I stopped allowing myself to get excited about when it would happen for me. I didn’t even realize I was doing this until yesterday when I felt SUPER excited about an upcoming (in 4 months) vacation I have planned.
I feel so excited for this trip and it’s so odd because I know that the trip isn’t going to make my life better. It’s just going to be fun. But I realized that it was okay to feel excited for my business to grow and that I can feel excited without making it mean that my life will be better.
I think I haven’t been letting myself grow because I’m afraid of living wrong. I shouldn’t be excited because that would mean that I think it’s going to be better and it shouldn’t be better because this moment is the only moment.
I kind of understand this, but I need some help coaching through it. If THERE isn’t better than here, and I am building my business because I WANT to, is my excitement more because I BELIEVE it’s going to happen? Because I think it’s going to be fun?
My vacation is still months away, but it’s booked and paid for. It is going to be amazing and I can’t wait to experience it.
My business is at ground zero (in coach training), but I have a website, blog, newsletter, social media, and some free clients. It is going to be (here is where I want to say MORE) amazing and I can’t wait to experience it.