Husband’s random schedule

My husband is an ER doc his schedule is totally random and different Wasch week. I have 3 kids still at home and I am worried about scheduling myself. Up until now, I have tried to be unscheduled and “flexible” in my schedule to accommodate his. C: scheduling my clients. T: Every time that I am scheduled, our family doesn’t work F: Guilt. A: worry, cancel things when it feels stressful, don’t work to get more clients. R: I don’t work on solutions for our family. My schedule doesn’t work for me.