In the world of online dating, I really enjoy first dates and look forward to second dates…and I find them so awkward. This latest first date was great, and we connected emotionally over text till the next time we were able to see each other…

C: 2nd date
T: the spark that we built over text wasn’t there in person
F: frustrated
A: I am now being hard on myself, doubting myself
R: agonize over the lack of spark, wishing it was there, wondering how to move on when I don’t want to.

sigh…I just want to be a big romantic and linger in that and work on it…not sure where we stand!

How do I just go with the flow?