4 month of Scholars and I haven’t moved a bit

I have listened to all the available material and listened to many podcasts on my issues. There is nothing with your approach that I disagree with; you offer great suggestions. I just haven’t done much yet. I have the 4 books that you sent and have done about 5 pages for each of the months. This is the usual. I start new stuff like Scholars and just don’t move. I can put in all the new thoughts I want; but I still have not progressed. Procrastination, is big; but I don’t care what I plan; I can’t count on myself to follow through. Tonight I feel pretty hopeless.