A fitting result


Working a model. Please help me create the result. Also, since deciding to keep that thought made me decide to sever my relationship with the company, did the thought serve me?
A company had promised me consulting work. Once in a while they would say they had a few hours of work, saying more was to come. the work never materialized. This was over a 2 yr time period.
C: Company X
T: They strung me along
F: Wronged
A: Complained to others about them. Did not look for additional work. Waited around. Dwelled on it internally. Did not let go of the feeling. Feeling sorry for myself.
R: ??? I created evidence for myself that they strung me along?