A reminder

Lately I’ve been feeling dull and apathetic.  Because I’m having thoughts like – if there isn’t better, then what’s the reason to go over there?  If I won’t be happier making 100k a year, then why work to get it? If here and there is 50/50, why expand, why grow?

There’s a part of me that DOES think there is better though. Having money to experience extraordinary vacations for example, does seem better than here. But hearing coaches in the LCS say there isn’t better, leads me to think, then why?  I’m not pushing back against the coaching, but I’d truly like to better understand.  I would rather not be feeling apathy and dullness.