I am struggling with the feeling of acceptance. I want to make sure that this feeling will not case me not to act. But in my head if I really accept things the way they are and myself and the world, it means let’s lie down and do nothing. Everything is good, so there is nothing to do. I am not afraid of what people think any more so why should I dress nice or put make up. If I accept myself completely I can go out in a rug and don’t care.