Actions And Result Of "failure"

Having trouble with this model. It comes from not getting a job I bid on. C: Work. T: I wish I had gotten that contract. F: failure A: look at where I’m at. Look at what I did right and wrong (mostly wrong). Own it, I didn’t get it. R: I think the result here is that I still wished I had gotten that contract. But this result doesn’t seem to match my A line. Or is my result just repeat of my T line : I didn’t get the contract.