Afraid I’m indulging in confusing…


Hey Brooke, I’ve been in scholars for a month. I have buffering and pleasure seeking issues that I have been proactive about managing. I would like to lose 10lbs and have taken massive action to curtail use of marajuana which is pretty much “confusing” in a vape… I feel that though I am walking through the river of misery (personal favorite concept) I have a handle on this and see the radical benefits of this. My question is for the September how to get it done I may want to focus on learning to create and edit videos for a YouTube page that I can use on my instagram to promote my public speaking and teaching abilities. I own a Salon and have wanted to get a handle on this – I have done lots of this work on a professional level but feel I could benefit my personal brand if I had more control of my content and my own tech savvy. I feel I can do all of this at the same time – I enjoy being all in but wonder if should be more focused on the buffering and pleasure seeking or see that as an obstacle to be managed while creating content. My work last month with my purpose was helped drastically with my awareness of buffering and pleasure seeking. I feel like every program you offer would benefit me and I’m working on constraining but my “way” is balls out. I feel like this is a superpower and should stoke it but want to be effective and balanced (whatever that is) too.