Am I doing SCS 2.0 right?

I have been in scholars for a year. I got really into a routine doing the homework and it was feeling really good. It would put me in a good high vibe state to start my day. The last week with the new scholars I am finding myself being down and not really motivated or uplifted after I do the work. I am questioning whether I have been doing it wrong this whole time as a means of “just feeling good” or if I am doing it wrong now because am I supposed to do models on each of the things I am discovering? Am I supposed to choose on purpose what to think about myself?