Becoming a Tidier and More Organized Person

For years I’ve wanted to become an organized and tidy person. Have run several result models and nothing seems to be generating a future tidier/organized person. I get curious about why I can’t seem to keep up with things or return things once I’ve used them. I’ve even downloaded and read through the booklet and listened to the podcast on; How To Organize Your Mind And Your Mind. Do I just not want it bad enough? Should I just accept I’m not an organized person? That doesn’t feel good either. What’s really going on here?